Feelin' Good, Livin' Better

Rant

You know, sitting here reminiscing on my life so far I’m quite disappointed. Whenever I’ve gotten into a tough situation I expect my parents to get me out of it. I run and cry to my parents and everything gets fixed. That’s terrible, when i go to college ill be amazed how much parents really have done for me. I’ve also started to get complete and utter unacceptable grades. I can’t expect to get into these colleges that i hope to get in to with the grades i have started to get. I haven’t talked to my dad in almost 10 years, but out of all these things its probably the least worrisome. One day he will regret not talking to me all of these years, and when he tries to when I’m successful i will laugh in his deprived face. The one great thing in my life at this moment is hockey and her. Hockey takes my mind away from all of this  crazy shit that’s happened and soothes my life. When I’m out there i forget about every dramatic thing that has occurred in my life. No girl, no injury, nothing can change the love i have for this game. But this girl, shes great. I can be myself around her, i can tell corny jokes, sing in the car, making funny faces, and she just laughs and does the same. Ive honestly never liked someone this much and its crazy how head over heels i am for her. As Eric Thomas says “Pain is Temporary”, i need to live life to the fullest and forget about the useless stuff in my life. The drama hungry people in high school, the people telling me i will never become something, my dad, everyone that cannot make my future brighter needs to be let go. From now on I’m going to actually try in school, not only to get better grades, but also to care about my peers, I’m going to treat my family and friends with the most utmost respect that I’m ashamed to say Ive been lacking. Hopefully all of these changes to goals being met, and me being satisfied with the wonderful life God has given me.

I AM TRULY BLESSED.

I wish you send me the longest text message right now saying what you feel and cute stuff. But who am i kidding thatll never happen